i try to think about all of the good things about you

then all the bad overshadows

theres a lot of things about you that i adore

yet theres quite a few that i despise

you dont seem to care anymore

you dont try to win me over anymore

i dont want to lose you

but i dont want to continue feeling like shit because of your attitude

i want so many things out of you

and i keep hoping something will change

but it never does

i want to give up

but i want this to work, because i care so much about you

i want you to want this too

i cant put in 90% while you put in  10%

we have to work together.

here’s what i want out of you

i want you to respect me and how i feel

i want you to listen and try to understand what i have to say

i want you to stick up for me, even in the hardest situations

i want you to put me as a priority

i want you to treat me like a princess

i want you to be sweet

i want to wake up to “goodmorning beautiful” texts from you

i want you to care about me the way i care about you

and if this is too much for you,

please let me know so i dont fall deeper.

like ive said over and over again,

if you want me, prove it.